I understand that to do good deeds and follow the path does now mean that others will offer me exactly what I offer in terms of goodness, fairness, and love. However, following experiences I feel to be personally unjust, despite doing my best, offering my best, and providing a sense of care with my interactions towards others, how do I overcome my raw and emotionally violent pangs of loss or embarrassment? It keeps me awake at night and it makes me immobile in moving forward. I feel helpless "knowing" human injustice is everywhere, always, and never-ending. If love and care will always exist with the same polarity of hate and harm, why offer the former at all? Through this balance, I feel angry and a strong sense of unfairness.