The unfortunate things happening to you that cannot be credited to seasonal changes, natural disasters etc. are most likely results of your Karma. But that doesn't mean you have to wallow in self-pity or lay down and accept defeat meekly. You are born with human intelligence and there are plenty of examples for people who grew up to be very successful men and women even after being abandoned at birth.Take refuge in the Triple Gem and focus on cultivating the qualities and skills that make one successful in life. Identify the tendencies and habits that ruin a person's life and abandon them.